STRESSFUL DAY!

The first day we got home, Brian told me I can go lie down and rest. Conner was sleeping. My mom, dad & Brian are all home. I decided to rest on the couch for a while. In the middle of my nap, I felt something jump on my c-section scar area. I woke up screaming because I was in so much pain! I thought my dog had jumped on me. I was crying so bad, Brian had to try calm me down. I looked over and my dad was holding the dog back since he thought my dog had jumped on me. Then I realized it was my cat who jumped on me. He wanted to cuddle on my belly like he usually do. Poor cat! He never ran so fast in his entire life! I was really surprised that it was my cat instead of my dog because it felt hevey to my senstive area. All is ok, no bleeding or anything. Whew! I also couldn't handle taking care of Conner. I felt like a bad mommy. A lot of little things kept hitting me. By the end of the day, I couldn't sleep at night because it was all new to me. I cried and woke up Brian & told him I'm so stressed. He helped me through the night. We had to be careful that I won't go through post-depression. Pray that I don't. Overall, my sweet baby is happy!=)

Our Family Fall Pictures!

We took our first family pictures outside. It was a beautiful day. Warm, crispy & colorful leaves were everywhere. I couldn't resit having a few pumpkins with Conner heehee! He is 1 & 1/2 weeks old. I love my family!

Conner Vance Green is finally here!!

My sweet baby boy!

Conner Vance Green
Born on October 14th, 2010 at 7:23 pm
7 pounds & 14 oz.
21 & 3/4 inches long
He has blue eyes and dark hair.
He has daddy's face & dimples.
He has momma's eye shape.

Our little boy is finally here!!

My first time seeing Conner...

Whoa!! He has has lots of hair!

My beautiful family!

Tomorrow is the BIG DAY!!

Dear Conner,

I can't believe it!!!! You're gonna be here tomorrow (possibly). I already have a silly song from Annie stuck in my mind. "Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya tomorrow! You're only a day away!" The doctor requested me to go to the hospital on Thursday, the 14th, to be induce. The reason why it's a week early from your due date is you're getting pretty big. My blood pressure is getting high which causes my foot to stay swollen. Plus I'm already 80% thinning out & 2cm. You're about ready to come! It's going to be the longest day of my life because I cannot wait to meet you, my beautiful angel! Everyone cannot wait to meet you too either! I wonder if you will have light or dark hair? Will you have green or blue eyes? Or maybe even have daddy's nose and my high cheekbone? Either way, you're gonna be the way God wants you to be. He wants you to be Conner Vance Green. =)

Love your very expected mommy!

don't forget...God love you too!

38 & 5 days along. 2 days before Conner comes!

Ultrasound video & pictures of Conner at 38 weeks

Dear Conner,

You're amazing! Did you know that? Today, your Mimi and I went to the doctor to have my regular check up. We wanted to make sure that you and I are doing great. We had an ultrasound done to see if you're growing good. This video is cool! We got to see the size of your head, your heartbeat and even hear your heart beating. You have a good rate of 141. We also checked to make sure there is enough fluids around you. Fluid keeps you safe. The doctor assumed that you weight around 8 & 1/2 pounds. Wow you're getting so big! What did I tell you about eating all those goldfish crackers? haha! You have the cutest nose! Probably got it from daddy's side of the family. I'm already dilated 2cm, so that means you may come sooner than expected. We will see! God knows which day and time is the best for you to come. I cannot wait to meet you very soon!! You make me smile!

Love your very excited mommy!

Side view of Conner's face

View from above. Half of his face is in the light.

Fall 2010

Dear Conner,

October has already become my new favorite time of year. Not because of the crisp cool days, pumpkins, apple cider, corn maze or hay rides. It's because you're going to be born this very month. While I love to do all the fun activities such as State fair & corn maze, I am limited to do much. All I can really do is to rest and be prepare for your birth. I kept reminding myself that there will be many more years to come and take you on a fun trip. Maybe we will go camping in the Fall. Maybe we will get to have a pumpkin carving party. Maybe we will go to a Fall festival and get lots of candies. But I'm pretty sure we will celebrate your birthday, whichever day that may be. Fall 2010 is my new favorite time of the year, because it's when God gave me YOU!

Mommy